Friday, June 22, 2007

crazy thoughts

When i was small i thought id marry an angel, go to heaven and live happily ever after.I thought i was special and had a mission to accomplish,a prophecy to fulfill...a legacy which would come to view eventually.

My mind was pretty preoccupied by my own world where i flew high... with my own wonderful dreams. :) My world with rainbows and butterflies and all smiles.

My friends laughed at me and made fun of me.. and i laughed.. but.. at them...for i have seen and lived in the world that hey had not yet foreseen. I grew powerful day after day..blooming and shining my happiness on others.

Life was perfect ..as was the dreams..for my angel was there..behind the clouds...whom i longed to meet.He had the perfect smile and the heart of an angel i searched for him everywhere..but realized it would take time for him to find me..: )

So i waited...

As time grew older i was disrupted and disturbed by the harshness of the old world.cruelty,dishonesty,lies and more lies.. which distressed me so badly.I knew I couldn't stay in My world all the time but couldn't survive the old one sanely.

At last i found my love...my angel..though i wanted to be up in the stars with him ....reality caught up faster.. coz thats where he lived in.

I came to realize I had to make adjustment to my well perfect world to make him fit...so i did
and now I'm blissfully happy with him...

But life had taught me its harsh truth .. that there is no actual happily ever after...

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

yea, there's no FOREVER and Happily ever after.. the world thought to be full of rainbows, sunshine and butterflies is a world full of cliffs, mountains and demons.. we fall, we scar and survive.

Unknown said...

very true nish, we fall we scar but we get up and go.. theres no forever its all transitory.. theres no perfect there are no angels its all a myth.. we'r just humans with innumerous faults..sigh..

kaiza shozey said...

oh come on. dont be so down about all this. its jes the way life is. if we dont treasure what we have we wont ever be happy. be more optimistic. shit happens all the time. we jes learn from our mistakes and try to make the rest all better. if we keep on concentrating jes how imperfect our lives are then we'll never truly be happy. jes think of all the ppl out there who doesnt have half of what we have. we should be thankful and grateful in oh so many ways. cant write em all down here now can i?

shai-shareef said...

It's not that I'm not grateful for what i have.It's what we all have... which makes me wonder... ...

Anonymous said...

life is no fairy tale...dont be sad for u dont have...be happy for wat u have....if not u will never know wat u hav until u lost

we wish to make the doors open in our life as in truth it is open we are too ignorant to know it....cause we are after some wordly things....this is wat causes unhappiness

always apreciate wat u have and u will be happy...life is up and downs..and happily ever after is too boring