Is it??

This is not an ideal Wolrd. Is it? There are so many dreams and so many hopes that i want to reach but seems so far away. I want to become someone.. like most people do. To be able to support my self to be a little independent and to be confident.Confident of my self.

Well I'm 22 and married and I want to take life seriously for the 1st time.I will try my best to overcome all the fears and hopefully i will get back all I've lost. specially the confidence: ) talking had made me feel much better.. : )

Im gonna make my world Ideal: )

Waiting

Counting One as it starts,
Counting to be with u at last

Counting Two is a pain,
Counting hours I'm insane

Counting Three with a hope,
Counting on my self to cope

Counting Four brings a smile
Counting distance, meters, mile

Counting Five flying high,
Counting stars day and night

Counting Six with a wish,
Counting as my heatbeat swish

Counting Seven is like heaven,
Counting further for your return

Counting Eight just cant wait,
Counting more I will faint

Counting Nine till you're mine,
Counting now makes me fine

Counting Ten its time again,
Counting on as it began

written by sasha
date:08/08/01

Action ... and the drama begins

Misleading memories at sight
Frozen smiles flashes through the night

The performance so fake, so real
In the end its nothing but betrayal

The human dolls made up of plastic
Isn't real but looks fantastic

That's how thay all manage
Wrapped up in a nice package

Invisible to the eyes of fame
The true hero goes insane

People say that old is gold
But is it actually the truth that's told

Laying the curtains on reality
There goes the rest of humanity

The masterminds behind the scene
Creates the puppets on the screen

Composed by : Shai Shareef
Published for viewing on 28th April 2006
Originally written by Shai Shareef sometime in 2002

wish i was a child...again..

It's just a vague memory but a memory full of life and happy moments with nothing to worry about. Now as a grown up theres so much responsibility and so much to be anxious about. wish I was a child...again..but now it's just a vague memory....