Is it??

This is not an ideal Wolrd. Is it? There are so many dreams and so many hopes that i want to reach but seems so far away. I want to become someone.. like most people do. To be able to support my self to be a little independent and to be confident.Confident of my self.

Well I'm 22 and married and I want to take life seriously for the 1st time.I will try my best to overcome all the fears and hopefully i will get back all I've lost. specially the confidence: ) talking had made me feel much better.. : )

Im gonna make my world Ideal: )

Waiting

Counting One as it starts,
Counting to be with u at last

Counting Two is a pain,
Counting hours I'm insane

Counting Three with a hope,
Counting on my self to cope

Counting Four brings a smile
Counting distance, meters, mile

Counting Five flying high,
Counting stars day and night

Counting Six with a wish,
Counting as my heatbeat swish

Counting Seven is like heaven,
Counting further for your return

Counting Eight just cant wait,
Counting more I will faint

Counting Nine till you're mine,
Counting now makes me fine

Counting Ten its time again,
Counting on as it began

written by sasha
date:08/08/01